The Sunny Day!

    Today the sky was very bright. I could see the sun from my window. I could feel the light because it made my room so bright. I also heard the machine of a car starting. How beautiful the day was! Every day is a new page of your life. Many things may happened inside also outside, but it's just wonderful having all of those as a record of your personal stories. Personal experiences. Personal love or crush. <3

  6 days from now, I'll be back in my small box to study. I actually hated being isolated because I was a socialize person. I could not stand being afraid if I was alone. I always had something to do to keep me busy, and usually, I wrote my blogs, or just seeing facebook, stalking people too. LOL. However, I had no choice. I needed to reach my dreams so I would stay strong in my "small-seemed lovely box". I was normal, so sometimes, or many times, I broke all of the rules. LOL. I just hided so people won't know. Mysterious. That is what I am doing now. BEING MYSTERIOUS. :)

  Could you see the trials that happened in my life? Would you please kept sharing to people so they also got a blessing? But, I had one request. DON'T EVER SHARE IT THROUGH WALLS ON FACEBOOK. I just had a bad experience because of exposing myself too much. I would love you to share through emails, TWITTER-DM, or MESSAGE-FB. If you could do that, I would really appreciate it. I did not want my name to be on your wall because I always had people, or a person who watched on me 24 hours so I could not really expressed myself. I would move invisible-ly. I made up that word. LOL.

  Thank you for being my constant readers, people. I hope you had a great day and don't give up for every trials that you may had in your life! :)

Love,
-a mysterious one

The Perfect Timing

 

    I went to church this Sunday, and I got the perfect message. I was very sad also down, but He knew just right what I needed. The preacher said that every single problems helped us to be more mature. Being mature was never easy. Trials had met persons. And that meant anything might knocked you down. The angers, stressfulness ,painful things,sad memories, everything. Could you just forgave then forgot? Wasn't it pretty hard to do after you got hurt so many times? But what did God wanted you to do? He wanted you to forgive and forget.

    Do you know about 3 game plans to win from your problems? It were to COUNT, KNOW, and LET. James told in the Bible, "Listen, my dear brothers and sisters: Has not God chosen those who are poor in the eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom he promised those who love him?" Think about it for few seconds.  James said to every Christians to count their blessings. Consider the trials to be all joy. They are an indication of gladness. James faced painful things same like us, people that had met tiredness. He cried , and it's sorrowful. He ran, also fell. He was hurt. Nevertheless, he kept moving forward and got up. We could acknowledge the problems. It's just normal to feel those trials. However, we could face it with JOY.

    Our faith would always be tested. It produced endurance. Steadfastness. You should KNOW that all of those were to lead you so you could hold on Him until the end. They could make you stronger until we met Jesus Christ by face to face. We grew more not in the top of valley, but during temptations, trials, also all of those traumatic things. If we never met trials, that was a dangerous thing to live.

     Let that you may be complete and perfect. LET them. You would grow and be mature. Mature in Christ. That is why you need to rejoice in EVERY sufferings.
     
     Progressive sanctification is subjective or experiential and is the work of the Holy Spirit within us imparting to us the life and power of Christ, enabling us to respond in obedience to Him - Jerry Bridges.

-a mysterious one

My Awesome Day! ;)

 Yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift. That kungfu panda's quote is true. We don't need to stop and stuck because of the bad things that happen in our lives. Don't ever look back! Keep moving forward! Prove it, then take the chance to grow stronger each day! :)

  Yesterday was pretty AWESOME. I and my friend partied together! We watched movies, went to a park, then cooked yummy hao chi sen cin ping foods! :D Well, like I told you before, there might be a rainbow after the rain. So, it did not really matter what happened in your life, but as long as you kept going and never gave up to face this hard life, you'll be fine. You'll be JUST FINE. Your chest may be hurt a little bit, but, it got better everyday. It won't hurt that much as time passed by. I realized that hole would stay. I knew that. But what could we do about it? We could not just ran and hided. We just needed to be strong.

 How's your life people? Did my stories made you smile and cry? LOL. I might not be the one who had this kind of story alone. There were a lot of persons like me. PLENTY. Just try to read and understand. I just wanted to share mine to make you realize that your tongue is very sharp. It's like a knife. So be careful with it! Don't ever use bad words because when it came out from your mouth, you won't be able to take it back. EVER.

-a mysterious one

Keep Smiling and Shining!! :)

 There were many things that happened  in my life. I remembered every details of it. I remembered people who made smile, cry, stand, afraid, worried, mad, everything. I was a tough one. I cared about people, but I didn't care about what they had done in my life. I was heartless. Why was I like this? Because I didn't want to expect too much. I had pretty much experiences that made me sad. Somehow, when I started hoping, all of those just sudden disappeared. I was not that lucky to have every cute and lovely things. But I grew. I kept going and standing up. I was still childish, and I hope I could be a grown up. I never looked back, and I wanted to live my own dependence. One day, later.

  Everything that happened in your life was to molded you in a special way. God wanted you to be what he wanted you to be. He could do things miraculously and just kept doing many things that you may not forgot. He loved you very much. Even though you had hurt him for many things, He still came to you. He still awarded grace, the lovely Son, Jesus to wipe out your sins. It's not an easy thing to be like the way I am now. I struggled a lot. I am still changing, and trying to do one thing, the always hardest thing to do in my life, BEING PATIENT.

  Yesterday, I was very down. I cried loudly in my lonely room. I shouted, with no one hearing my loud voice in this lonely house. That was why I didn't like to be alone. I tended to had bad things happening when I was alone. I tended to think and remembering painful memories. I hated that. I wanna enjoy my life. I hated remembering all of those. But I couldn't control my head. My thinking. I was painful enough to remember all of those. I was so sorry for that. I kept hoping that one day, I could just forgot every bad things that happened. I didn't hate them, I just hated what they did to me. Someday, I hope that they would say sorry to me. But I was not that loud. I kept running, hiding, and I was not brave enough to win. I was alone. And sick.

  Dear boys, don't ever did what they did to me. I was very traumatic because of that. I needed a person who loved me, who cared for me, who never said words that made down, who never hit me, who never shouted at me. I needed that gentleness people. I was very down and tired. But I kept waiting, I did not want to get lost and did bad things because it would not help anything. I wanted to grow, to be a strong one, also one day, I still hope that I would be a mom, a mom that had many things to tell to my kids. A grandma that loved my grand children. Of course, not only I wanted all of them smiled, but also be proud of their strong Mama or Mak. 

  Don't ever look back. Realize all of your blessings. When there is a rain, there must be a rainbow. Everything would be beautiful in His time, not ours. Just try to do what I try to do everyday, BE PATIENT.<3

-a mysterious one

Good Morning People!

   There were times when you could not control and handle yourself. Honestly, yesterday I was very down until I cried loudly in this lonely room. I shouted loudly in this lonely house. I was a tough girl that was hurt enough to be judged. I did not know why but God wanted to molded me so hard. He kept giving problems, that may be I sometimes thought, it's too much. It's too painful. Or maybe I was just too sensitive, or I was just not brave enough to win. But that's me. I couldn't win with people. I cared about them a lot, but somehow, I always got what I did not want to get. I got those unforgettable things. I got those sad moments.

  However, I still wanted to stand, move forward, and never look back. How hard the person hit you,destroyed you, or hated even loved you, that would make you a better one. Believe me. Every single steps that had happened in my life, I always never forgot the blessings that kept pouring down from the lovely Heaven. You are still a growing up process people. You are still His precious one that He wants to be shining. Like a star. I hope I was like a star. I wanted to be a star. A star that helped people,cared about them, and just hoping them remembering all of I did. Just that. It's simply amazing to love and share your love. :)

  Dear boys, don't do what they did to me. The pain that remain, always never been forgotten. Our hearts are like cotton, and it could never be fixed, when it got torn. Don't shout, don't destroy them. Don't hit them. Don't be such a jerk. Keep encouraging them, keep loving, and caring them. I was traumatic with them, but I still hope for a husband. I still want to have children and grand children. I still want to be a Mom and Mak that would be loved, that could share my life stories to them. I still want that, my lovely man. 
  
   I wanted to be a star,  I always wanted to shine and be cheerful. I forgave people that hurt me. You know why I could stand and kept moving also being strong until now? Because my God is never like that. My God is very  amazing. He is JESUS, that always hear every single details of your life. Just be patient people. Be patient and wait for His perfect timing. Because I still believe, that everything would be beautiful in His time. Everything.

Love,
a mysterious one